Sunday, April 23, 2017

Mom





Mom: paint, lazer prints, frame.


Mom artist statement:

A mother is defined as one who gives birth. This piece is an exploration of my relationship to success in creating art as a form of existential fulfillment. The installation has a few key vehicles for meaning.

The pink color used in the installation relates to a personal sense of higher self and realization. This color, juxtaposed with a thin sheet of fabric creates a membrane, adding a level of removal between the viewer and “myself” so to speak. Membrane is an important aspect to the piece and can be defined as follows: “a pliable sheet-like structure acting as a boundary, lining, or partition in an organism.” The rip in the membrane is representational of a window into myself, with only a small area of clarity and vulnerability. This area allows the viewer to dissect the relationship between the only two “images” plainly placed within the space.

Directly behind the membrane’s rip --hanging on the wall at eye level-- there is a framed image of Da Vinci’s Mona Lisa with a heavy blur applied to the image. On the floor, facing the blurred Mona Lisa, there is a life-sized image of my foot with a detailed tattoo of the Mona Lisa. These two juxtaposed elements create relationships between vague vs. clear, as well as personal vs. ubiquitous.

The vague representation of the Mona Lisa represents a removal of meaning from a work considered to be "the best known, the most visited, the most written about, the most sung about, the most parodied work of art in the world." To me, the removal of the meaning has occurred through mass reproduction of the work, as well as a cultural pressure to revere a piece with an inherent lack of conceptual principle. Ultimately the blurred image serves as a symbol of spectacle, and lack of meaning, but at the same time it is still a symbol of ultimate greatness, even when distorted. 

The act of getting a tattoo for this piece adds a performative layer to the installation, creating a sense of intense dedication or obsession with the concept of ultimate greatness. The tattoo imposes a permanent pressure on myself to make work that is considered iconic and great. The placement of the tattoo on my foot, serves as a reminder that in every way I move forward as an artist, I still must ultimately measure myself against what is considered to be "the best known, the most visited, the most written about, the most sung about, the most parodied work of art in the world."

The relationship of the two images brings me to a personal crossroad in which I ultimately desire to create great work that is iconic and respected, however I desire to make work that is meaningful and purposefully great, as opposed to an image like the Mona Lisa who’s greatness is dictated by an arbitrary sense of cultural authority.

I titled the piece “Mom” because the relationship in the piece ultimately expresses the birth of myself as an artist, and the birth of my work.

Installation Research




Stalemate

Stalemate: video/performance piece

Stalemate Artist Statement:

I grew up in a very conservative and religious family. It seems as though my family used and still uses their religion and views to invalidate opposition to their opinions and sense of morality. As I have matured and reached a point of individuation that does not align with my family’s long-protected views, I have began to feel like the “opposition” that they seek to invalidate with their views.

On Easter Sunday, my brother engaged me in an argument regarding how my life goals to make art are going to be able to support me and create change. We went back and forth in what seemed to be a “match,” with each of us wanting to claim victory over the other. The argument ended with no clear victor as neither of us was willing to submit to the other’s views.

Growing up, my brother taught me how to play chess. Being older and more mentally adept than me, he would win these games with little to no difficulty, time and time again. It wasn’t until a few hours after the argument on Easter Sunday that my brother and I were discussing these memories and we ended up finding an old game of chess and decided to play. Once the game began I began to notice a certain synchronicity between the previous argument and the game of chess we were currently engaged in. However this time, over 10 years since we had last played chess, I won the game. And I won again, and again, and again after that. This exchange was the main inspiration for the piece.

I created a head garment for the piece to take the piece into my own personal context. The head garment contains a few key elements: the structure is a color of pink that I associate with higher self and realization. This color, juxtaposed with a thin sheet of fabric creates a membrane. Membrane is an important aspect to the piece and can be defined as follows: “a pliable sheet-like structure acting as a boundary, lining, or partition in an organism.” The rip in the membrane is representational of a window into myself, with only a small area of clarity and vulnerability. The head garment my identity as an artist and an individual.

I decided on the Nombre de Dios Catholic Mission as a site to perform my piece. The site is rife with religious content and is called “America’s most sacred acre.” By using this site as well as donning the symbolic mask, the setting brings myself, as an artist and an individual, into the territory of religion, a symbol of family views and lack of understanding. I created the frame so I was standing directly in front of a crucifix, a symbol of persecution. This use of symbolism is partially used to subvert religion while also connoting a certain sense of personal persecution in feeling that I have very few people on my side.

The framing implies chess or some sort of competition going on although it is unclear exactly what, much like it is difficult for some to understand my ambitions, but nonetheless there is a confrontation and a competition. In this performance, I am playing chess against those who I perceive as opposition. The piece ends with a revelation of the chessboard. This creates a relationship between the crucifix and the crosses on the chess pieces. This reinforces the concept of subverting religion, but it does so in revealing that I indeed achieved checkmate against my adversary.

Ultimately I decided to call the piece “Stalemate” because although the piece ended in victory, there is still an existential question mark for the viewer, and there is still a conflict that may or may not be resolved.  

Site Specific Research




Monday, March 27, 2017

Spell of the Sensuous Chapter 1

Water: Laser print, akua ink, black pigment ink

To be sure, the shaman's ecological function, his or her role as intermediary between human society and the land, is not always obvious at first blush, even to a sensitive observer. We see the sorcerer being called upon to cure an ailing tribesman of his sleeplessness, or perhaps simply to locate some missing goods; we witness him entering into trance and sending his awareness into other dimensions in search of insight and aid. Page 10.

This piece is a formal adaptation of the quote from the text. The piece came to life by pivoting text from the chapter off of a found image from a shamanic village, and adding accompanying text from the original image. The idea of water is important to the piece as it is corresponds to the image and references the quote: "the shaman swims in the same water the psychotic drowns in."

Spell of the Senuous Chapter 4

Ideogram: Laser print on encyclopedia pages

An ideogram is often a pictorial character that refers not to the visible entity that it explicits pictures but to some quality or other phenomenon readily associated with that entity. Page 97.

This piece is inspired by the non-verbal language of corporations and the implications of this language. The coca cola swoosh mark is printed across 8 encyclopedia pages, as a way of referencing how color and shape can create their own language with the intent of selling product.

Spell of the Sensuous Reading 8


Membrane Sketch: paper, retina screen

We may better comprehend this curious development-the withdrawal of mind from sensible nature and its progressive incarceration in the human skull-by considering that every human language secretes a kind of perceptual boundary that hovers, like a translucent veil , between those who speak that language and the sensuous terrain that they inhabit. As we grow into a particular culture or language, we implicitly begin to structure our sensory contact with the earth around us in a particular manner, paying attention to certain phenomena while ignoring others, differentiating textures, tastes, and tones in accordance with the verbal contrasts contained in the language. Page 255.

This piece is a sketch to represent how an image can be obstructed but still widely recognized. A key idea in this sketch comes from the text, referencing a "veil" creating a sensuous language.

Monday, February 27, 2017

Spell of the Sensuous chapter 6 response



Historic documentation: Black pigment ink, laser print

Recording mythic events in writing establishes, as well, a new experience of the permanence, fixity, and un repeatable quality of those events. Once fixed on the written surface, mythic events are no longer able to shift their form to fit current situations. Current happenings are thus robbed of their mythic, storied resonance; when the myths are written down, contemporary events acquire a naked specificity and uniqueness hitherto unknown. Page 188.

A drawing documenting my night. Every event was written as I was experiencing it. The events get progressively more human as reference to the faux personalization of contemporary documentation. Every event is contained within its own image as a reference to the fractal nature of historical repetition. 

Spell of the Sensuous chapter 7 response

A drawing of the air around me 30 min: graphite on paper

"Air is the most pervasive presence I can name, enveloping, embracing, and caressing me both inside and out, moving in ripples along my skin, flowing between my fingers, swirling around my arms and thighs, rolling in eddies along the roof of my mouth, slipping ceaselessly through throat and trachea to fill the lungs, to feed my blood, my heart, my self." Page 225.

This is a self-portrait on a base level, but the idea of spatial existence is deconstructed. Although it is a drawing of myself from life, it is more focused on the visual perception of self and how visual information is essentially just a sensory reading of proportional, physical, and biological indicators.

30 minute indoor installation.


Thursday, February 9, 2017

30 Min Landscape Installation





One of the main themes of this piece is altering expendable objects that don't ever seem to change. I picked two bricks that live outside of the art building at Flagler. These bricks would be easy to replace but they have been in the same place since I remember.

Milk is a metaphor commonly used in my work as a symbol of cultural lust and the extraction of consciousness. The idea of milk teeth revolves around a certain conditioning to this lust for insignificance, almost showing a reversion to Freud's oral psychosexual phase in which one only has the mental capability to worry about themselves.

The white lighter was a found object which has an eerie cultural significance and also symbolizes man's greatest innovations reduced to an expendable plastic object.